Fuck.
I didnt mean to say it outloud.
It seems it's getting harder and harder for me to divert attention like I used to.
If a question's asked, I answer. Truthfully.
Therein lies the shitload.
I havent prepped. Havent even considered the ramifications.
And now that I've said it I have to own it. Have to live with the impulses to daydream about it.
Sure, I've been in the market, but I wasnt really ready for the investment.
Yes, it's gotten to this point...to where I can't even CONSIDER the possibilities without anxiety.
The complications of another him.
Monday, August 20, 2007
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"If a question's asked, I answer. Truthfully."
Sadly, I do too.
Literal or metaphorical?
Either way, stop being a punk. *kicks you in your ass*
Ain't nothing like a "him" chile. I kid you not! LOL @ fuk. Who got ya nose open?
ugh and vomit!!
Dun dun dun duuuuuuuun....or something like that.
Ha! This is me!
Possibilities are always hand in hand with anxiety. And when there is expectation ...well, that's usually where I shut down and try to become invisible.
...however, this right here is what makes things much more exciting...like adding a little cayenne pepper to the mix...
C'mooon, you can do another him. *all smiles*
ut oh!
then again, the fear will subside and the bliss will continue. i'm excited for you!
Like Larenz said in my fave movie "I learned not to ask questions that I do not want the answer too." I answer honestly too so people should be prepared when they ask.
What amadeo said!
And I say YAY for another him! I need mine to shum on already......
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